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MS

Sun worshipper

MS is an odd thing. No one knows what causes it, and everyone is affected differently. There is quite a bit of evidence that it isn’t an “it” at all. It could just be a description of a whole host of different things that result in some similar symptoms. Just like in years past people died of “fevers” without knowing what was causing them, people are now suffering from MS.

I think there’s a human tendency to look for the solution to any given problem. Things like MS end up being really frustrating because there is no magic bullet that will help everyone. I used to obsess over how I felt. Maybe I felt this way because of something I ate, or something I didn’t eat, or a certain exercise, etc. In the end, I do think there’s a lot of randomness to the disease and I have tried to direct my efforts towards being healthy in general.

A year ago or more I read that folks with MS tend to have really, really low vitamin D levels. As someone that has avoided the sun my whole life, I figured that mine were probably even lower than the typical MS patient. So now I try to get in 10-12 minutes a day in the sun. I might up that a little once I tan a bit. I’m still so white that I burn at 15 minutes, or maybe even before that. With someone as pale as I am, 10-12 minutes is all it takes to generate a ton of vitamin D, more than enough for a daily dose.

There may not be a magic bullet for MS, but sitting in the sun has a dramatic effect on me. It isn’t subtle. I have more strength and stamina in my legs, and I don’t feel as run down either. It is repeatable and reliable. I started this right before I came back up to Northern VA, and I was feeling the effects of it. As the winter wore on, I felt like I was regressing more and more. With just a few days in the sun, I could feel my energy level jump up and last through the day.

So for the first time in my life, I am sitting in the sun wearing only shorts and soaking up the rays. It feels good enough that I am seriously thinking about using a tanning bed next winter. Have I turned into one of those people? Whatever, I am going to enjoy the sun and enjoy feeling better. I’ll hold off on actually worshipping the sun, for now…

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economics

Why short selling is important

My friend David essentially asked me how short selling could be seen as anything but a greedy gambler’s move. If you’re not familiar with the concept, the idea is pretty simple. We all know you can make money buying low and selling high. “Short” selling does exactly the same thing, but in the opposite order. A short sale starts when you sell something, and then you buy it later at a lower price. This works because the “sale” is really a promise to sell something at a later date. You get the money now, and deliver later.

In recent times, short selling has been demonized and blamed for companies failing. There have been more than a few attempts to outlaw certain forms of short selling. Contrary to popular belief, not all short sales are born of greed, and there is a good argument to allow any type of short selling.

The primary use of short sales in the financial world at large is to hedge against uncertainty and mitigate risk. The classic example is a wheat farmer. Most of us assume that a wheat farmer makes wheat, and then sells it for whatever he can get for it. Things might have worked that way once upon a time, but only a fool would do that on a regular basis these days. A much better way of doing business is to calculate your yield, make a guess at what it will sell for, and then take up a short position a little ways below that.

Why? So you can make plans. If it costs you $30 a bushel to plant and harvest the wheat, you could simply pray that it sells for more than that come harvest time. Of course, if the market dips right then, you’re screwed. A far more prudent thing to do would be to take out options to short wheat at $30 a bushel. That way, if wheat sells for more than $30, you will turn a profit and will lose the premium you paid for the options which is usually fairly low. On the other hand, if it sells for less, you can still sell your harvest for whatever you can get and the options will trigger to make up the difference. You can at least break even.

The same thing can be done for just about any commodity, not just for the producers, but also the consumers. If you are Kellogs or General Mills, locking in a price for wheat will allow you to make all the plans that businesses have to make without the worrying about the vagaries of the market. It can also be done with stocks for funds etc. In all cases, the idea is to mitigate risk at a small cost. Certainly a useful thing.

I think there is an even more important reason for short selling. It’s a little “deeper” and involves economic as opposed to financial reasoning. Marketplaces can be seen as information aggregators. Looking at a share price will tell you a lot about a company. Investors have built into the price both the current, and what they think the future earnings of that company will be. The time to buy a stock is when it’s future is bright and the market has not adjusted to it yet. That isn’t easy to spot, it takes lots of research and more than a little luck to do it consistently.

When not to buy a stock is just as important as when to buy it. People that are shorting the stock believe that the price will go down. That is valuable information. Just as a rising stock price usually means that investors think the company will do well, people that short a stock tell you that someone thinks it isn’t going to do well. Information both good and bad needs to be available to investors in order to make the best decisions.

Most of the companies that screamed bloody murder about short selling were essentially trying to shoot the messenger. They were worried about short sellers “artificially” lowering the value of the stock. In reality, short sellers allow prices to adjust more quickly. If investors overshoot on the way down, there will be money to be had going back up.

Sort selling isn’t really part of our every day life, so it can be a bit bewildering, but it is an important part of well functioning financial markets. The market will give you plenty of information if it is allowed to.

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food

When will you get your fill?

I was asking myself that this evening. I had Indian for lunch and I found myself going into a Pakistani place for dinner. North Indian and Pakistani food have more than a passing resemblance to each other, and I wondered why I hadn’t been satisfied earlier. I quickly let that pass because apparently I hadn’t been…

I tried a place that I had previously only been in for lunch. Honestly, their lunch buffet is probably the least inspiring of all of the ones in that shopping center. Dinner was a little different. I ordered some Pakora, a “fresh lime” drink, and lamb Khorhaini (sp?).

You can think of Pakora as pakistani fries, they are made up of potatoes, onions, and other veggies, battered and deep fried. They have a good amount of that “curry” kind of vibe to them and are generally very yummy. Well, the plate they bought out would have fed three people! I ended up taking a lot of it home.

The “fresh lime” drink was both less and more than I was expecting. It was little more than sprite with added lime juice and a big slice of lemon in it. Kind of disappointing, until I drank it. Turns out that liming up sprite will give you a drink that fulfills the promise of the various lemon/lime drinks out there that never really satisfy on their own. I’m going to have to try this on my own.

The lamb dish was amazing. Big hunks of lamb and… err, lamb stuff in an amazing sauce. There was ginger, cloves, lemon, what looked and tasted like jalapenos, and God knows what else combined in a flavor that makes me keep going back to places like this. It took me a moment or two to remember that when a restaurant like this says “lamb,” they mean it all comes from a lamb. I shouldn’t just expect the choice cuts, there was all sorts of cartilage, bone, veins, etc. in there as well as meat. I’m sure it all adds to the flavor, but I’m still a but too squeamish to dig into that without picking through it.

So to answer my question, I hope i never get my fill! I do love living here, eating immigrant food beats the hell out of the gentrified, over priced fare you get in trendier parts of town. If you ever come this way, I’ll be happy to introduce you to the real thing:-)

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technology

I need a new computer…

OK, well maybe need is a bit of a strong term, but my trusty macbook is showing its age. One of the new features in iTunes is that it will automatically take higher bitrate songs and convert them to 128k bitrates when you transfer them to an ipod. Basically, the higher the bitrate the song is encoded, the higher the quality of the audio, but the more space it takes up. Being a inveterate audio snob, most of my collection has been ripped at 256k and sometimes higher, but I’ll ever hear the difference between that and 128k in the car or on the go with my iPod. So this new feature is great, I can save a ton of space on my ipod (which equals more songs on my ipod) and still maintain the higher quality at home.

So why do I need a new computer? I set my ipod up to sync before I went to bed, I knew this was going to take a while to do, I figured that overnight would be plenty of time. Wrong. Here it is 10 hours later and it’s still churning away. It still has 1000 songs to go! This is the first big, processor intensive task I’ve had to do, and my poor computer just is a bit long in the tooth for it. I’ve had my macbook for about 4 years now, so I guess it’s time, but it’s going to take me several months before I can pop for a new one. SIGH… It’s the curse of working with new, shiny computers all day, the desire never has time to go away…

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technology

The iPad

Wow.

No really, just Wow.

OK, I’ll expand on that, but just a bit:-) Honestly, when I drove to work this morning, I was worried that the iPad might turn out to be “OK.” Usually, Ok is fine, but this is Apple and the standards are set quite a bit higher. If it turned out to be competent it would have been a total let down. As it turns out, it’s another amazing device from Apple.

Why is it amazing? I’ve been reading the haters online for a while, they all seem to say that any given number of netbooks could “do” what the iPad does, why would you waste your money? With Apple, it is never just about what the product can do, how you do it is just as important. I can assure you that no netbooks works the way the iPad does.

The touch interface is unbelievable. I don’t just mean that it is responsive, quick, etc. I mean that it is an incredible experience to use. Surfing the web on it is a revelation. You interact with the web as though it were a book or magazine, you touch it, you move it around.

I know all this sounds a little over the top, but maybe this little anecdote will help explain what I’m talking about. My manager Michael told us that the original Mac had brought the desktop and mouse into being as a popular way to use a computer. As we move our arm, a pointer on a screen moves in tandem. It does work pretty well, but the iPad is the first computer to do touch screen really well. Before too long, using a mouse will seem as odd to us as using the command line does to most people these days.

He was more right than he knew. I used the iPad off and on over 8 hours today and now using my Macbook feels downright clunky. It’s odd having the screen as just something to look at, it’s weird to adjust things remotely. It feels just plain disconnected. I will have an iPad at some point, I’m going to do well to resist the 3G version for a little while when it comes out. In the meantime, I encourage you to go to an Apple store or even a Best Buy and try just surfing the web with it, the more you do, the harder it will be to put down….

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economics politics

This can’t be good

Via Bloomberg, the US government now pays more for credit than several other bonds. This means that investors see Berkshire Hathaway, Lowe’s, Proctor and Gamble, and Johnson and Johnson as safer bets fro getting their money back than the US government. Think abut that for a moment. The nation’s debt is starting to loom, and the latest vote has added an enormous burden to it over time. Or at least that’s how the financial world sees it. The US is in danger of losing it’s AAA bond rating from Moody’s. Treasuries may no longer be the go-to conservative investment.

I’m really hoping that this will cause some sort of fiscal restraint to enter into the political mindset before there’s a real problem. I’m not optimistic though. As long as politicians can promise benefits now and payments later, that is what they will do.

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music

The genius of genius

I know, I’m late to the party, especially considering that I work at the Apple store, but I have just discovered genius playlists on iTunes. They’re pretty amazing, I’ve been really impressed with how they work. I kept putting off activating the genius feature because my music library is so huge these days (170.5 gigs and growing). It took forever for it to go through everything, I eventually let it run when I went to bed and it was ready in the morning.

It came up with 12 different mixes from my library, punk, indie rock, alternative pop/rock, new wave, classic rock, alt singer/songwriter, classic R&B, mainstream rock, jazz, folk, and classical. I have serious issues with the names of a couple of the mixes. I loathe the moniker “alternative” when applied to rock music but I understand that it is a commonly used category. They have a much different definition of “New Wave” than I do and Blink 182 and Pearl Jam are poor choices for “punk” music IMO especially considering how much actual punk music I have.

If I ignore the naming conventions I really enjoy the mixes themselves. I think that this works better with really large collections, I probably could have put together mixes just as good but it would have taken me forever. As it is, I can start any of these mixes and really enjoy it.

It also does a good job of making a mix based off of a single song. I’ve saved a jazz mix on my itunes library and I fooled around with it on my iPod to good effect.

Of course whenever you have an automated system to pick out music there will be errors. I’ve had a couple of howlers so far. No, I really did burst out in laughter when these things came up. That jazz mix I mentioned is a great collection of mostly hard bop and scat singing. Inexplicably, it also put in “I will Follow Him” by little Peggy March. A quality pop tune, but it has no relation to jazz at all. The best one so far made my roommate knock on my door to see if I was alright. I was listening to the “punk” mix when a Celia Cruz song came on. My reaction was so loud that he worried about me.

Anyway, I’m having a blast and I highly recommend giving genius a try in iTunes.

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odds and ends

The stuff that dreams are made of

I’ve had some unusually vivid dreams the last couple of nights. In one of them, I was essentially on a date with Danica Patrick. It was actually very pleasant. I was with her as she talked about racing to kids and answered their questions. Even when bad things happened (her car fell into a well) she was philosophical and good natured (“I probably would have wrecked it anyway…”) We then went to a neighborhood cook out and socialized and enjoyed ourselves. This dream was a little odd in that I don’t follow racing at all and probably know her more from her Go Daddy adds than anything else. Anyway, it was a nice dream, Danica, if you’re reading this, let’s try that for real! LOL.

This morning was different. It started out with me at work unable to help a couple out. I just could not think, I would stare at the computer and nothing would cross my mind at all. It’s one of the uglier side effects of MS, the dreaded brain cloud. Everyone was getting frustrated and I left. I found myself in an older, industrial town that I assumed was Binghamton NY. I figured that I’d visit my grandmother since I was there, but I was having trouble finding her house. I kept thinking that if I could just get to the next block over I would have my bearings again, so I decided that cutting through one of the buildings to get to the other side would be a good idea. I went into one, quickly realized that it wasn’t the one I was thinking and asked someone for directions. They said, “Oh, try going up the street a little bit more, but I just called the police, you better get going, and watch the traffic for them.” Gah, so i beat feet out of there and found another building to try to go through.

This one was clearly the wrong place as well, there were a bunch of people making things and regarding me suspiciously. Oh well, I thought I should sit down and think about things a little bit, I was getting tired from all of the walking around. I went back out to the loading dock and put my feet up on what looked like some pipes. As I did, it became obvious that they were actually glass hoops or tubes or something. They proceeded to rotate and then fall off of the spool and then shatter on the ground. Lots of people rushed up and made it clear that I had ruined everything, pretty soon a “suit” in a hardhat came out to see what was going on. He explained to me that I had just destroyed a shipment that they had just completed, an order worth about $100,000. I apologized profusely and asked if there was anything I could do. He told me that I had done enough, now he was going to have to do something in order for the company to cover its payroll. My frustration and anxiety kept rising and rising throughout the whole episode until a guy came sulking out of the place and explained that he had been laid off because of my incompetence.

The worst thing about all of it was that they were really nice about it. They were mad, but it was if they didn’t blame me all the while I had nothing but contempt for my idiocy. I woke up nearly in tears over getting the guy fired in this economy. On top of that, I realized how physically awful I felt too. Apparently I’ve come down with something. Man, what a way to start the day… Where’s Danica when you need her?

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art culture

"The film major that didn’t like films"

That’s what I become known as back in college. It’s mostly true, I don’t particularly like the idea of watching films in general anymore. The thing is, I wasn’t always that way. I did, after all, pursue a film degree. I started thinking about this again after a co-worker and I chatted about films. Her reaction brought up my curiosity about my dislike of films again.

I let it go and didn’t think of it much until yesterday. While reading a book that was set in Nazi Germany, one of my most shocking and indelible film-related memories came back to me in a flash. I think it was during freshman year, in the film theory 101 class (whatever it was called). We watched part of “Triumph of the Will.” For those of you not familiar with it, it is a “documentary” of the 1934 Nuremberg congress/rally for the Nazi party. Why were we watching it? Leni Riefenstahl had created a masterpiece, that’s why. Triumph of the Will is generally seen as one of the most influential films ever made. Hitler was the official producer and it is as emotionally manipulative as he was.

I have to tell you, seeing all of those people being whipped into a frenzy over Hitler was soul destroying. Thank God that sound design wasn’t all that advanced back then, the recording of those thousands of people yelling “SEIG HEIL! SEIG HEIL! SEIG HEIL!” was chilling enough as it was. I think I may have shed a tear watching it, it was that horrific.

We then spent the rest of the class discussing the effective techniques used in the film and all of the films it had inspired. The one that stands out in my mind was the professor’s off hand comment, “Does anyone remember the award scene from Star Wars?” It was a pretty good appropriation of the techniques in Triumph of the Will.

Looking back, I think that sunk in over the following weeks and months and it colored my perceptions of films. That whole semester was really about film techniques, about viewer manipulation. I don’t view films in general as Nazi propaganda films, but I do think an association was made in my mind. I remember recoiling against the emotional manipulation in that film and I think I become hypersensitive to other films doing the same thing.

Thinking about this, it is now hardly surprising that I find the idea of sitting down to watch a film distasteful. I think I’ve actually mellowed a bit since my college days, but I still prefer a good book or even audio to films.

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audio music

Itching for a stereo system

Being cooped up in the house for so many days in a row has made me start missing my stereo system. I still own a really nice one. The trouble is that I don’t have the space for it, so it has been at a friend’s for the last three years or so. One day I’ll have space again, and then I’ll be able to listen to it again.

But in the meantime, I need something to listen to. And I want it to be a real system, one that this audiofool can appreciate. It needs to be small, inexpensive (in audiophile terms), and suited for my cramped living space. Here’s what I’ve come up with…

My music source will be my computer. I will simply play the music I have on it. Over time, I will get access to my CDs again and do proper, lossless copies for the best sound quality. For an amp, I will get one of those cheapie, but decent tripath amps that put out around 15 watts a side. For the time being, I will just use the analog out from either my computer or an airport express. Eventually I will add a digital to analog convertor in the chain to improve things more.

I think I’ve settled on the speakers. They are going to be a bit of a departure from my usual type of speaker, but that has a lot to do with my current situation. I’m going with some full range, single driver speakers from Tekton. I’ve been talking to the builder and he thinks his 4.1 speakers will be the best fit for me.

Here’s what I like about them:

1) The price. These will be new speakers, and they will be built for me. I’m still trying to decide on the finish, I’m leaning towards either cherry or walnut.

2) It is easy to drive which means I can get decent sound from a 40 dollar amp.

3) This type of speaker is supposed to excel in low volume listening.

4) They are small enough to work well in my room.

5) And finally, they are a type of speaker that I want to own at least once.

I have a few things to take care of before I do this, but I will at some point in the near future have a working system again!